Mariah Carey - Outside

It's hard to explain. Inherently, I've just always been strange. Neither here or there. Always somewhat out of place. Everywhere. Ambiguous. Without a sense of belonging to touch. Somewhere halfway. Feeling there's no one completely the same. Standing alone. Eager to just believe it's good enough to be what you really are but in your heart, uncertainty forever lies. And you'll always be somewhere on the outside.
Early on, you face the realization you don't have a space where you fit in and recognize you were born to exist. It's hard to be understood as you are. And God knows that you're standing on your own--blind and unguided--into a world divided. You're thrown where you're never quite the same. Although you try to tell yourself you really are okay. But in your heart, uncertainty forever lies and you'll always be somewhere on the outside.